一Accエdentaけourエst一 (coolmotif20) wrote,
一Accエdentaけourエst一
coolmotif20

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update

well lets see...

it has been quite a while since i late updated so that = updating.

hm life is easy and comfortable these days but i dont want it like that!

So i feel like i am to stay here in V town AKA Visalia California.
Not forever that is for sure! but to tell you the truth i dont know what to do with my life right now, i have a feeling i am to stay here where i have support and friends and family, but i want to travel!

i have no inspiration to go back to college, at least not here in my city.
I have a weird feeling that i should go to a seminary like school here but i have NO IDEA.
these days have been hard and my emotions are all over the place. I feel like i lost a bit of my inspiration and zeal for life, I think about myself and my problems way too much. When i help people or just talk to other people, listen to their problems or spend the time to lift them up in prayer, it helps me.
hm so many things going on these days...
I watch too much TV
I spend too much time not dealing with my thoughts and avoiding them.
I cant help but see what i need to do these days but for some reason i just keep doing the same things

......hmmm


i need to update more often about interesting things instead of me just ranting.

-Pat
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