I used to love this thing!
Gabrielle is always on me to write in this thing ha ha
dear Lord where to start!
SOOOO many things going on these days.
I am feeling really happy these days and really good but it is a struggle everyday.
not a struggle to go on or anything like that but a struggle to be myself.
i still have so many people i need to talk to! o man it gets way overwhelming somtimes. It is a bit overwhelming right now. It comes in waves like once every few weeks. Things seem like they are going really good then i realize that my dad and my brother and sister and soooo many other people have no idea what is going on with me and then i get really anxious about it and really nervous too.
I have been keeping a journal that is not open to the public! here at home but somtimes its nice to get feedback on things.
the only constant in my life is Degrassi!
ha ha o man...pathetic i know.
but i mean Marco! damn!
Gabrielle knows what im talking about!
hm ok well maybe ill try writing in this thing more. It is nice to just write stuff down day to day